Everything was stolen...

so this birthday was crappy. I woke up this morning and went to my car and something was wrong...I thought maybe my dad had driven it since the seat was far back. Then I noticed my navigational system was gone. I think it started to hit me... CRAP. Someone in the middle of the night came in took my camera, my 2 ipods, and my navigational system. AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. My mom said she wished she could hang the guys by their balls and shoot them with a gun. Atta girl. Thats my mom.

In the end, I'm not as sad about it as I thought. Bigger things in the world to concern myself with. All about perspective. I'm pissed, but I didn't have a friend die today or I'm not starving to death or have really anything wrong. After all my friends called to wish me a happy birthday I was just happy to have amazing friends and family. Who gives a F*$% about stuff anyways. Its kinda liberating ....

ALTHOUGH! If you just so happen to have any of these laying around at your house feel free to be generous and send them my way! haha.

relief

You know... people always told me to hang on and that sunny days would arrive sooner or later. And finally they have.

Here is a recap of my life for the past few months. I got to go to Taiwan/Kona and just have the most AMAZING time of my life. Seeing old friends is always good for the soul. Came home, Caroline came up to visit and we all headed down for the beach house reunion. 25-30 of possibly the most fantastic human beings that I personally know gathered together. From cheese factories, football on the beach, taboo, some beer and a good time... I can't think of anything better right? Seriously, having people be flying in from Aussie land, Thailand, Taiwan, etc... yea it was rocking.

Okay so then I was about to move to L.A. and a near death car crash prevented me from going. It was a total God thing! seriously. All my korean sistas lived (caroline, ihnhee and myself). Then my good friend Dave bought me a freakin' ticket to Kona so I got to go BACK to hawaii again!! agggg! I'm a lucky girl. I'm working for AVEDA at a spa and its all good. I'm still planning on moving to Florida next year or something and I'm STOKED!!!! I cannot wait to be living in the company of my buddy Cliff and hopefully Brendon and a few more folks. Already been offered a job with AVEDA down there so God is really opening up doors for me.

Okay so honestly, last year was hell for me. Alot of things happened, alot of mistakes from my part and others and just crappy times. I always new that there was a light at the end of the tunnel... just was a freakin' long tunnel. But I can honestly say that I have an abundance of joy back in my life.

I told JB that only 5% of me wanted to keep going with this thing called faith and christianity. I didn't have any more strength and I just felt like a failure at seeing how my life has been recently. But he told me that if I truly took the bible as the TRUTH then I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. If its true that God is stronger in my weakness then 5% is just perfect. I can't fix people, I can't undo the past, I can't control my life anymore but letting something bigger take over is perfectly okay with me now. 2008 is shaping up to be pretty awesome. I'll post pictures when I get them loaded onto my computer lata.